Feeling sorry for yourself, and your present condition, is not only a waste of energy but the worst habit you could possibly have.
I won’t beg someone to love me. I learned long ago that there is no use in hopeless pleas of trying to make someone stay. I am too good to chase someone who does not know my worth and I am too wild to keep waiting for someone who doesn’t acknowledge my value. I want to be loved unconditionally. I shouldn’t have to fight so hard for it. I do not have the time to prove to someone that I am worth it. I shouldn’t have to prove any of that; I am worth more than that.
I hugged three members of Spica and interlocked fingers with all of them. I got to hold CNUs hands. None of that phased me. But seeing SNSD perform…. I tried really hard to hold back tears. After seven years, I finally got to see them perform. :D This is such a happy day.